yesterday

Hey yo! :D

How is everybody? 

I’m crappy, I feel like shit. I’m fine, if you’re wondering.

Yesterday I went to Seafield’s Interact IU. “What is that?” you ask. I don’t really know how to explain, so I’ll just try to explain as best as I could, okay? :D hmmm, its this day where people gather and they learn about a lil’ something about a country, interact with people , makan and watch performances.

That’s the best I could come up with. Sorry.

So yeah, I went. And to be brutally honest, it was really boring. I’m not sure about how the others feel about it though. But to me I kinda found it dead. The audience was dead and I was practically dying in there. The body heat was so hot I had to fan myself, and you know what. There’s probably more than 10 air conditioners in there.

There was a Norwegian woman who came. She’s some first lady of something. I didn’t really listen to anything she said. she wore some funny outfit which I suppose is a Norwegian outfit. With that outfit, I wouldn’t be surprise if she pulled out a bagpipe and starts blowing her guts into it. But oh well, no bagpipes.

The performance, if you ask me was a lil’ boring. I didn’t get the sketch at all. I’m sorry guys, but I just really don’t know what were you all doing up there with the cardboard boat and blue cloth. Shawn Lee was awesome though, the one that beatbox-ed. But other than that, I didn’t really bother. I was too engrossed in the game of Angry Birds and Bounce.

Seeing my friends there really brought back some feelings that I have abandoned this few months. They all look freaking gorgeous/handsome in their little semi-formal outfit. Goshh, I miss them. All of them are really tall now, I feel so midget-ish next to them!  aaaaah, I wanna see them more often! I didn’t get pictures with them though :’( I left my camera in Cheng’s house. Gosh. Sometimes Im just so smart .__.

The food was okay only laa, Nothing really special. And the big prawn tasted a bit funny.
Yeahhhh, Nothing much to say about that.

I guess that sums up the whole day yesterday. See, nothing much right? Booo. My Rm30! 

Rally’s coming up! Who’s with me? 



4.4.2011

when i see my face.....

when you look in the mirror, what do you see? some one gorgeous, someone confident, someone beautiful.

i see a monster.

(its probably because Brian's behind me. hah, im joking)

Mornings when i wake up finding a big fat, red, glowing pimple right on my cheek can really screw up my whole day.
you probably could play 'connect the zit' and find a shape of an.. elephant! .___.

there's mornings when i wake up and think "not bad" but you know what, i want to be MORE than not bad.
im not striving for perfection. but you know.. im striving for NORMAL.

this is probably how it goes every morning : hmmm, i could lose some fats here. ohmygosh! why my leg so shortt :( garhhhh, another pimple. crap, should i shape my eyebrows? ok, today is a bad hairday. ==

wanna know something? i hate looking at my reflection.
i do it in my room la, but when im in a public toilet or places with mirror, i try not to look.
the fear of shattering the image i have of me hits me hard every time I’m near a mirror.

you'd probably think "oh, this is what happen to every teenage girl, the self conscious stuff"
maybe it does happen to every teenager. But how can the other girls fake it so well then?
how can they like EVERYTHING about themselves. when i only like my.. eyes. o.o

In facebook, when people say "oh, you're so pretty" to a not-so-pretty-person i don't even think they meant it. they're probably saying that out of curtesy. and then there's that sampat girls who would say "no, you're prettier" (oh c'mon! if you don't mean it, don't say it.) and the battle of who's prettier start. and that sampat girl would feel pretty, cause the other girls say she pretty mahh! and then i don't know how la. she becomes prettier. AND THEN! i like her pictures 'cause she pretty mahh .______. hmmm.

LOL. i'm not so sure of where im going with this. but yeahhh.

there's a saying that says : its the personality that attracts the crowd

oh really? 'cause you know what? Guys are all judgmental. they see you and if you look HOT, they would want to be your friend, and probably make you their GF, but if you're not, you have to be funny or smart or good at sports to even attract them to talk to you. I mean, girls are not so different, okay, so both females and males are judgmental. oh mannnnnnn.

what would happen to all the ugly people like me? :'(

i shall find a cave to live in now. .__.
KL got caves ah?



2.4.2011