my smile did a flip

please don't take back what you said to me D; please.

i using Tumblr laaaa D':

woah, blogspot! i miss youuu.

i thought i could live without you since tumblr really really is so much better than you, but when i open up my blog, i remember the times i used you.

i started you last year, i remember being so excited over the first post i posted. you allow me to express here, and nobody actually spam my comment box with negative comments. and although not people view, or nobody actually READ. i am happy :D

noww,

im gonna go now, i wont be back, blogspot. since i've started tumblr, you have become second D: im sorry and goodbye...

till i post again

she remains,

Clarissa

Allstar Weekend - A Different Side Of Me

Allstar Weekend - Come Down With Love

at least i updated

what is with all the deep, emotional people in the world!

go DIE!

i don't wanna be drowned in your dramas.

i don't wanna go on the emotional train with you.

i don't wanna hit myself in the head to come out with something as deep.

i don't even know what i want.

seriously.

its not me, its you.

get a reality check.

i am a sanguine.

you're a beast.

call me after you're done screwing up lives.

its not you.

sandra Brabra

since im not gonna blog anymore, soon.

i should blog kau kau now :DD

apparently i think this would be my last post.

awhhhhh, i know you're gonna miss me ;P

so ehm, i should say bye? o.o

BYEEEEE! *waves madly*

haha, so much for blogging kau kau :P

dun miss my random rantings too much ;DD

i love you? o.o

Whooops :o

hello, earthlings.

i come in peace. *shows retarded hand thing"

i'm blogging at 0.10 a.m

AWESOME! :DDD

went giant yesterday (like about 3 hours ago ;D)

and was at the cashier part of giant

and then i saw condoms.

they got extra thin, extra ya da ya da.

and then i thought to myself.


ahhhh, i remember the first time i saw condoms.


i was at carrefour. i was aged 11? 12? around there laa. was out with my parents and cousin, Iaina.

my parents allowed me and Iaina to chooose a sweet each.

so i took sugus

iaina took .. i forgot what . but it was a bigger packet

so i was like unsatisfied cause sugus is like smaller than whatever she took.

so i went around looking.

den i saw.

TUTTI-FRUTTI. :DDDD

i was like "its a big packet!" :D

so i took it , drop it in the trolley.

the man at the side was like 0.0

haha.


i selamba only. xP

den my mum took it out and she was like 0.0

mum : "what's this doing here?"

she was actually talking to my dad.

me :"i want this laaaa." see, i young already so whiny. tsk tsk.

mum: "what? no."

me: "ahhhhh, whyyyy?"

mum: "its not for you one la"

me: "ahhhhhhhh."

den my mum show me the back of the box.

me: "what?"

facial expresion : o.o?

i am slow. D:

iaina looked at it and she was like 0.0 den she laughed.

so yeahhhh, i was a stupid kid. D:

how could she realised it earlier than i did? she's younger than me ! ><


later in my room, she told me it was called condoms.

see, she teach me naughty stuff :P

years later, i went to 7eleven i saw the same packaging,

den someone (i forgot who) told me what it really was

i was like *smackhead* shitt, that's the thing i wanted to buy last time ! :O


i knew about condoms only like what , i think 13?

i mean i knew how it was used when im about 13.

Iaina told me it was condom so you could say i had knew the name :DDD

omg, don't laugh at my stupidity D:


BTW, the story might be alil' twisted cause i can't really really remember the whole incident,

but that's the closest thing la.

i think i forgot some stuff my mum said too.

hmmmmm. o.o what to do?

i drank soyabean , but my memory never seem to get better DD:


it's 0.30

im tired.

but im not done?

byeeeeee :DDD

what happen to mr. ducky? D:

i feel awesome :DDDDDDDDDD

yes, hello?

someone said my blog was funny :D

but the other someone said he doesn't understand what i write -.-

dun feel so awesome now D:

and another somone said that blogging is for lifeless people.

*GASP* i know! he's an IDIOT.

but i sort of agree. D:

omg, i think i heard another gasp! :O


look at me la, i blog cause i got nothing to do.

Facebook is getting boring-er day by day.

yes, FACEBOOK IS BORING. *gasp*

i mean it might be fun la for those people who knows how to handle a decent conversation

and like i said before.

i am not good in handling a decent conversation.

awkward silence seems to be the only thing that happens.


teach me?


oh, i might stop blogging SOOOON.

yes like. sooon.

*gasp*

what's life without clarissa?

haha.

byeeee! :DDDD

she's the man? haha. woMAN

do i have to keep saying hi everytime i post a new post? D:

hi.

haha.

i guess everyone's holiday was wayy wayyy cooler than mine. cause no one is telling me about it .

if you have read the earlier post i said



Anywayy, how was your holiday?

was it better than mine?

no? tell me about it :D

yes? go away! i can't hear you *cover ears* lalalalala

omg, i so random =D

omg, now i shall dig a hole and hide my face.

and stick my butt out like an ostrich.

so that i can say i didn't want to hear about their holidays anywayy.

-________________________-

i know i know, you're probably going WHAAAAAAT?

haha.

i don't know why i blog la, seriously.

everytime i read the posts i have posted, i just feel so sad for the readers.

you all are wasting your time !

:DDDDD

but stay laa. kay? haha.

be a faithful reader. ;P

holiday is coming to an end.

you can't see me, but i'm jumping and crying at the same time .

haha.

*jump* *cry* *jump* *cry*

anyway, im being really really random now DDD:

no it's not a good thing, its a bad thing.

so i'll just end it by saying:

"have you ever tasted a cockroach?"

(i don't know why, but cockroach is like the very-hard-word-to-spell for me. i google it everytime)

so yeah back to the "saying"

if

NO , i DARE you too.

YES , omg, get away from me, you weirdo!

haha, omg, i laugh at my own statement. sad.

haha, omg, again.

seafieldians stays seafieldians

i'm in LOVE with











football?





LOL. yesterday match (japan versus cameroon) was really .. AWESOME! i don't know why but yeahhhh.



HEEEEE!~



ok , ok. i'll be honest. i just like seeing honda play :P



he's handsome !~





ya da ya da ya da.



oooh went to cheras yesterday , go see daddy's school.

walked around, looked around. hmmmm, not bad actually.

i might move there next year !

D: *cries*

the secondary block is so far D:

and everything look so ... not seafield-ish.


lets just pray really really hard, that i don't have to go to that school.

i can imagine myself walking around , LONELY.

yes, i am the worst at making friends

i blurt out really random stuff when i'm nervous D:

me: hey

random person (rp) : hey

me: so, do you like... cheese?

YOU SEE?

garhhh, someone shoot me ?

realise.

conference was ...

first i thought it was awesome, great etc..

but i was brainwashed. so now, im not sure how i feel about it.


i mean some of the message hit me hard, like gave me an awakening. realisation i guess.

but some just really make me sleepy and hungry.

i have no idea why.



football fever has spread throughout the whole earth, and i can imagine already.

a stadium filled with screaming fans with face painted with face paint.

a mamak stall filled with guys in singlet and shorts, roti canai half chewed in the mouth shouting.

at home where the guys go crazy and mess up the living room.

can people watch through the internet arh?

then i can imagine people who are just too lazy to on their tv watching it through the small screen.


it this time of year where girls like me gets distracted from our beauty sleep.

guys are so unconsiderate sometimes

BOYS ARE STUPID THROW ROCKS AT THEM (:

i should live by that.

wishing on an airplane. (tupidness)

Clarissa says hi?

i went through my blog. read some post. read how retarded i was.

omg, why didn't you tell me i was so .. BORING?

aishhhhh, holiday.

i was so so so so so soooo excited about it! D:

during exam that's the only thing i can think of

i was like ;

when holiday arhhh, what i wanna do ?

when holiday arhhh. what i wanna eat ?

when holiday arhhh, where i wanna go ?

etc.

when holiday came, it slapped me (hard) with dissapointment. *rubbing the sensational pain*

hahar, i so whiny. Nat say i so whiny.

Bad Nat.

Anywayy, how was your holiday? was it better than mine?

no? tell me about it :D

yes? go away! i can't hear you *cover ears* lalalalala

omg, i so random =D



hehe.

i shall save you from boredom! so i'll stop. ( no need call me your heroo =D )

byeee!

i've UPDATED !

Clarissa says hi to people who reads dead blogs! *waves to nice readers*

ahhhhh....

there is this time where every blogger think to themselve and wonder what are they doing, wasting hours of their life documenting things about their life (that might not interest anyone), stupid korean idols (that some people might not even know of) and people might just read to make themselve feel better knowing that my life pretty much goes like this ; sleep, eat, shit, sleep, eat, shit

this is one of the "why am i here post"

i look forward to that day. where i change my layout to all black (oops did that already) and change my fonts to little gray fonts so that people can hardly read. and change my username to 37nshfs837 to indicate my new profound maturity.

what the crap am i writting ?

hahar.



i just didn't update cause of laziness laaa. lol.

did i fool you? :D

dear diary, i met this HOT guy

I've come back!!

dun you miss me?

anyway,

i've come back frm camp, which is AWESOME (what a stupid word)

and i learned alot, really. i am pleased.

although the games was not fun, the others was awesome. i wish you were there, seriously.

we played guradian angel and mortal.

my mortal was EUGENIA (miss awesome) and she said this "clarissa, you cannot lie la. you just can't" something liddat and guess what i lied about my mortal and she fell for it (x

my mortal even thank me :D and she said i was a smart angel (x WoooHooo!
it was a so simple , but it put a smile on my face. not the :) smile but the :D smile.

and my guardian angel was awesome as well !!
he was so sweet , and i got lots of food.
(:

that's all i can say bout camp. no pic though.
i'll post it up if i see it .

nites, people

SHUDDUP

OMG

go google, click images type dasyha. and all my blog pichas are up there.

when i saw i was like WHADA-TOOT

wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth.

*smack head* clarissa chill.

do what now?o.0

Natural

HOME SWEET HOME!

lol

supp?
if you've read the earlier post, i'm an idiot right? (if you notice la)

lemme rephrase: ONE HOUR that's like 60 MINUTE that's like 3600 SECONDS

this time i'm not sure if its correct cuz i ask two different person and they gave me two different answer one say 1200 seconds another 3600 seconds. TEEHEE.

CHINESE NEW YEAR was......
ehm.. gimme few more minutes to think about it.

(update you about it , next time)

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious =D

XING NIAN QUAI LE(:

my chinese improve right, right?
=D

my parents made me sit for an hour to study -.-
chinese new year mood la weyh.
so i did science , yes for 1 hour. ONE hour that's like 30 minutes that's like 60 seconds :(

when i was doing halfway, i remember in class... imagine , people.

it went something like.

Pn. Saadiah: Okay, class. we'll learn chapter 4 after chinese new
year

PangKahWai: YAYYYY! (like super duper loud)

class stares. i laughed.

that's all, i gtg. bai
bai!

GAGA ISSA OH LA LA

HELLO, HOMO SAPIENS!

(: (:

eco ranger's cupcake is er.... wierd tasting.
Cheng and LeeYen bought for trg and ME!

i took a bite, left it on the table and chao for awhile. and two itchy fingers ate it! my CUPCAKE!!!
curse curse curse.

Canny so sweet bought roses for all of us. no smell though, funny (not haha)

yay, this valentine's not that bad after all. (:

i dare you to move

so today,

got school.

what a bore. damn MR.BOB . he thought i not going, so he purposely bring lots and lots of sweet to share with someone. but i came. WAHAHA. so of course. i ate sweets (:

Valentine. gosh. its like that THING is rubbing in the fact that i'm single. and and kok onn is walking around holding his anniversary paper. and i'm like "dush, when did he change so much?"

the guy who was gross in form 1 (no offense) is acctually awesome this year.

isn't it funny that. Valentine's fall on CNY? it's like you waste money on your love ones. and you get money from your love ones too. i know i know. random.

i dunno why, but i can't stop going to prayer meeting or cf. it's just. i talk to Cheng today about it. Oh, and we learn about POP and POW (power of prayer and power of worship) and we came out with a new one. PON. not telling you :x lol.

anyway, i gtg and think of something to give to my love ones. <3

Long time no update!
case malas.

so i'll just update . then go on hiatus again? see first la.

GIP SOONG have a VERY VERY VERY interesting secret. not sure why he told me. lol. i won't list it down here. but if you wanna knw. gimme a sms or something. *wink wink*

anyways, two person told Ryan i like him, whadahack. i'm a lil annoyed. i'm piss. but but but, they're my friends? so how?

aish, i can't wake up in the morning! ish ish.


anyways..

..

OHEMGEE, i had like loads of thing to write about earlir but now i'm starring at the monitor going. BAHHH~





ooh ooh, i joined St. John, Interact, Badminton and CF (although i x sign up, but i going)
today right, when i wanna register for St.John Sook Kuan smiled at me. i acctually thought she hated me one . not hated la, but dislike? earlier i think she didn't even know i exist! but then on wed. ..


andpark thinks i'm in love with the afro leo guy - whixh i am 100% not interested. and then when i say "wow, he's so tall!"he thought i fell for his tall-ness.

Morning session is really, it's like when i'm form 1. its like i dun know all the humans walking around me and i like go
often.

new kantin operators!! WEEEEE!~
i dun know abt the food la, but the appearance is OOH-LA-LA.

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Biatch is gonna get it one day. when the world decides to turn their back n her! watch out.

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that's all bah

Once i'm in, i own your heart

i am in love with Jo Kwon from 2Am.

*sway sway*

Jo Kwon

*screams, fall, faint*

OHEMGEE, i'm acting like a obssesed fan. bluek.

Jo Kwon's voilin performance

go watch. point point. click on the words! *points up* better!

watch this too

Abradacabra dance, sexay!

watch watch watch watch watch watch watch watch!

Hush, hush

first day of school.
doink.

in the car i was practically shivering. thoughts started drowning me. what if i cant find my friends? what if they come later? what if i have to wait? etc etc. bogus stuff. i got off the car reluctantly.. odd, huh? i've been there for 2 years and i'm still freaked out. lol

oh, btw. happy new year (:
my internet line isn't activated yet, boo tmnet!

many things happened in my not-online-period. the happy, the sad and the wierd moments.
Clarissa, don't start.

happy - i actually enjoyed this christmas.
sad - zoe went missing, awhhh. damn big hole gate.
wierd - yeah, you won't wanna know.

my new addiction:
Tokio Hotel!
- i'm in love with Bill's (lead singer) crazy hair dos! n i like the emo punk -y look. addictive!

-----no pic, D:
using Cheng comp. in her house now. right after school. i think she playing sim.. so yeah.


------someone bring me shopping? *put on hopeful look.